Of Grammy's..

I am no expert to give away reviews, be it on the fashion scene that day nor on the music heh..

But I loved

1. Katy Perry's dress, and her granny was cute too
2. Lady Antebellum & their winning record - I need u now
3. Norah Jones appearance
4. Rihanna - sangat sexy, though I thought she was a bit pitchy (if not struggling) during the number with Eminem - sikit aje though, as I hv that worry feeling that she'd gonna spoil it, but of course she didn't - overall was superb still!
5. Forget You - Gwyneth was awesome
6. Avril Lavinge was good, but why so dark, can't even see her
7. Jennifer Hudson - hawtttt!

What I felt weird...

1. Lady Gaga with her incubator - but that's what she aimed for anyway, to be weird.. heh.
2. Why Bieber didn't win
3. That lady with the leopard outfit

That's the end of my unofficial review hehe...

Achievement

10km in 75 minutes, that's my first tenner in one run !!!!!

Pace: 8 km/hr

Calorie burnt: 760 cal ( I hope this at least shed the morning nasi lemak, which was yummy btw - sebab tu habis licin ~)

The additional 10 mins was for warming down, another 500m along the way ;)

How did I feel - sooooooo damn good, though i puked a lil bit towards the end huhu

Inspirational

Been he fan ever since UK days, zaman layan The Osbourne dulu hehe... To some extent, I can really relate to her ~

But my my, look at her... if I weren't a fan pun can be one instantly... so comel, so gorgeous!

You really rock Kelly!! Go girl!

*pics googled

Speechless........

I never knew her, but somehow I can't help shedding tears...
Ya Allah, please don't put me up for this kinda test.... Al-Fatihah...

All I wish for 2011...

is......

To be happier & content.. haha.. boring ke?

Ok la, untuk tidak anti-climax, di sini saya list kan benda2 yg saya nak k... kalo dapat in 2011, Al-hamdulillah... then if not pun, there's always next next years to come innit? So, in no particular order, here goes........

No 1 - Handbag Chanel. Ok, ni pending harga kat Malaysia kalo betul2 tax dimansuhkan.. Pastu, compare ngan Europe plak... Pastu kalo price in Europe lagi murah, then kalo ada rezeki jalan2 Europe, haruslah beli - petanda tuh!

No 2 - Ipad.

Tak tahu la lagi untuk apa.. tapi nampak cool kan? I don't play games. I surf, a lot. Tapi kat umah & office dah ada internet.. so, haruslah berguna ketika travelling atau duduk queue kat klinik / kedai / bank etc yg amat sangap.. Masalahnye, kalo gi oversea je sume wifi kene bayar.. tak ada wifi free, even kat airport or starbucks! Kalo pakai 3G, kat M'sia je la berguna, then again, we have lotsa free wifi and like i said - kat umah & office dah ada internet... oo, lagi satu, saya pun bercita-cita nak rajin membaca and membalas email on the go.. so kalo ada electronic book yg nipis ni memang terbaik la... email lak, saya sudah lama kecewa ng BB yg kene mintak approval GM baru boleh nak synch email kerja.. so end up, maleh nak mintak pun..

No 3 - Baju designer untuk Ipad, Prada ke, Ferragamo ke, apa ke, tak kisah la... janji designer hehe.. iye, mmg saya gedik, sebab BB saya susah nak carikan baju yg best... semua boring2 je... tapi, must be practical, kalo sarong2 aje cam LV tu cam tak bess la pulak hehe....

No 4 - Nak jam Tag, boleh? Ni pun kalo kat overseas ye.. harga kat sini cekik darah laaa!!!

Astaghfirullah... semua kebendaan belaka kan hehe... oo well, one can always dream kan, doesn't hurt a bit pun... plus, org slalu susah nak fikir bagi hadiah apa kat saya, so saya rasa list kan kat sini akan memudahkan kot, no? mahal sgt? hehe, main2 je ok... ok la, these are the usuals that I think would appear on my new year's resolution, each & every year...

1) Nak turun berat lagi... tapi nampaknya, setelah target 2010 ni macam gagal je, saya malas nak letak target berat... Instead, nak letak target macam ni - Nak easily fit in Evisu & Replay yg saya ada ni, make sure it's loose... haaa, subjective tak? haha, pandai2 la gauge sendiri nanti..

2) Nak improve skin texture dgn harapan dapatla awet muda, saya kan dah kategori 30-an, sedihnye... i think i have invested so much in skin care products, tapi jerawat ni tak jugak stop2 membiak dengan jayanya... pastu, everytime balik KB, mesti ma cakap saya hitam... so, macam tak berkesan je.... ke kalo tak pakai lagi teruk? Entahla... sekarang, saya nak cuba from dalaman pulak..... jaga food intake & take supplement religiously...

3) Nak improve relationship with love ones... tahun 2010 ni saya happy, bukan tak happy... tapi kegembiraan saya tu tak dapat nak share dengan yg tersayang pun... eh, tapi kawan2 kerja kira yg tersayang gak kan? well, I meant family laa... I hope we can organize family trips this year, and I hope I can travel the world with Juri & reconcile our relationship, coz, lets face it - sebaik mana pun husband saya ni, I know he's suffering through the sacrifices..and saya tak rasa semua itu berbaloi... jadi saya harus memperbaiki diri untuk memulihkan keadaan ni....

4) Tanak tinggal workout walau di mana pun saya berada... I have to release some sweat - even for just 10 minutes...coz, selain doa & maksurat, ni je jalan terbaik untuk menenangkan diri.. even a day in the spa doesn't work kalo saya betul2 miserable...

Ok, itu sahaja yg saya ada... Anda bagaimana? Apa2 pun, all the best to us..... Good bye 2010 yg penuh hilai tawa & suka duka... saya amat bersyukur dengan apa yg Tuhan kurniakan... walaupun saya byk kelalaian tahun ini, Tuhan masih sayangkan saya, Al-hamdulillah... semoga 2011 membawa lebih keberkatan & kegembiraan :)

Hmmmm......

This morning I was browsing through my old entries as I felt really lost...
Part of me wanted the old life back... and the other part of me just really love what I have right now.....

Torn, have you ever felt that way? Have you ever wished that you're 2 separate person and won't hurt anybody by choosing to be just one....

But I know what's really best for me... but why making that decision to choose just one seems so difficult - I just don't know..... I hope time will heal things, just as it always does...

Now, let's not be miserable & think of new resolutions aeh? That'll cheer me up a bit ;)

Salam Aidilfitri

Selamat Hari Raya & Maaf Zahir Batin buat semua...

Saya amat sibuk dengan carrier lately, and that does not only hurt me personally, but also others around me... Ramadhan tahun ni, sekali je saya terawih, teruk kan...? ampun dan maaf for abandoning you guys - especially my dearest Hubby - sorry sgt Yang!!

Family & Friends too - u know who u are...

Doakan kerja saya ini berjalan lancar dah saya mendapat kehidupan yg normal kembali... not that I don't like this work - i do, a lot actually... but the sacrifices is a bit overwhelming and too much to handle - to give & to receive back, but losing at the same time, if u know what i mean...

Team Spirit

I feel like talking about team spirit today… haha, out of all topic in this world, why suddenly this? Hmm, bear with me while I get you through the answer k…

So, have you ever been in a team where you are the leader or the main driver perhaps? Like an ‘ayam tambatan’ in a football team, or the main spiker of a volleyball team (tak semestinya captain kan..). Well, imagine that your team is doing so well, and performed more than expected. Working hard to achieve one ultimate goal and sacrificing own sweet time in order to get things done right on time… surely there must be a strong bond that’s keeping the team alive right? I mean, I have been in a situation where I was not in good terms with one of the members before, but was deeply attached to her once we got to work together to win for the team. See how powerful team spirit is?

But that was way back when all team members were mainly girls and the objectives were rather for own satisfaction… now, our goal is much more serious, I mean come on – crazy tight schedule, highly risky procedures, production deferment that can cause one whole Malaysia short of gas supply? Hoho… you get what I mean right? So, imagine the bond that’s binding the team now… I would be worried if it’s not what it’s like right now….

But… as you might have guessed, I am now left with such little time to spend with hubby and family… though quality supersedes quantity in most cases, the closeness between the team and the work flirt that’s inevitable leaves him with much to worry… and I do understand this, especially if it were to happen to me. Nonetheless, I can only assure him that this is not permanent… once the project is over (please pray that it’ll be successful btw), the bond shall be loosen, as will the team spirit… just like what happens almost all the time… what is truly permanent is the love and trust that we have all these years that we’ve been together… quoting Bella – I LOVE YOU MORE… no wait, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MORE…. But I need the team spirit to get going, so please bear with me for a little while ………..

Love love love

The outfit!!

Went shopping with Wawa @ jln TAR for the 1st time since ermmm hi-school?

ok, exaggerating - masa kenduri dulu ada gak pegi... but seriously, felt a bit ackward sebab mcm teringat2 zaman skolah dulu lintas jalan raya depan Sogo tu...

but can't say I wasn't excited coz I've never dressed up ala bollywood before ;) - all this for PETRONITA event @ KGRP on Friday nite... pagi2 kat jln TAR, mlm terus perform kat Kerteh - sakan tak hehe...

Thanx Juri dear for the express photoshop - he finished all this right before I got back from the performance, tambah satu gamba yg ramai2 tu je hehe....

God..........

Can I be thirty and gorgeous plssssssssssssssssssss.............

Is age just a number? Really?? Harap2 laa bukan ayat penyedap hati je huhu~

Counting days... Gosh I feel old... help!!!

I need to stare more at celebrities just to get inspired now... ok - Siti, Giuliana Rancic, Jennifer Garner... hmmm..... boleh ke?